Another day, another Scan! Well in Cancer world each day is a blessing. I wakeup terrified and blessed to have another day here on earth! For anyone wondering or having someone go through treatment here are a couple of helpful hints…..THE CANCER NEVER ENDS. You will always be fighting, you will always be looking in your rearview mirror terrified of what the next scan will show. In one year, I’ve gone from my diagnosis, to chemo…to 6 months to live to MAJOR SURGERY to healing; to a “Clinical Remission” basically what that means is that the bulk of my tumors are gone but I still have millions of Cancer cells in my body. It is a Chronic Illness and I will fight this forever. Luckily cancer picked the wrong bitch! I’m not going down without a fight! Since this, I have had numerous other surgeries and been faced with sergical menopause……for all you 20 something year olds..MENOPAUSE IS WAY WORSE THAN A PERIOD. PERIOD!!!!!!! Since they removed so much of my organs that were caked in cancer I am missing my spleen. This means I get anything and EVERYTHING!!I have been sick for so long that my doctor thinks I may have blood clots in my lungs…(SUPER FUN) I had the pleasure of being sick for over a month and a half with numerous problems..the dates..(Super fun) I had to have a VQ Scan. I had to lay on a table and breathe in radioactive gas while they injected dye into my chest, lungs and heart….to make it even better I was in what was probably the worlds smallest cylinder for 20 minutes having this procedure done. FML…needless to say..I broke my healthy eating streak that day and did some emotional eating with CARBS CARBS AND MORE CARBS!–I regret nothing!